There is just so much about this place I probally will never get, that's a known fact. But what makes me upset is the fact that everyone seems to have a problem with me.I am a very sweet caring and giving person yes I can be a bitch sometimes but that is only when I have to be. What I don't understand is why people have problems with me. I really would like to know what it is that I have done to make these people have issues with me. I just dont get it. *sighs* I guess I never will.I just dont understand, I feel like im traped in the body of someone that I dont want to be I want to be able to be myself without problems. Right now I feel so fake like im someone that I kno im not. I know that there are people out there who are always going to see something wrong with me but I feel that I should be able to be respected.All of this make me want to dissapear. * sigh* I guess this world is never going to change.